Thursday, December 10, 2009

压力无限大

最近我都在学车。
我的学车过程,我只能骂我自己, 笨蛋一个!!
人家用八个小时就已经完成学车过程。
我却用上十四小时(星期六还剩那四个小时)
我在烧钱啊~!

每次的转弯我都很模糊,我都不懂我何时才要转。
如何去看周围。我的方向感真的,很烂!!

我星期二就考试了。
现在我面对着很多问题。
我其实可以很模糊的考掉。
只怕我一个不小心,死火-过线-转不出。
我铁定死!!

这个考试,比我从小所面对的考试还来得压力!!
我真的很久没有那么的压力了!!
距离上次的压力我都忘了是什么时候!!
我已经连续三天失眠了!!
我其实都有睡意,(学车真的很累)
可是一旦我躺在床上,我的脑袋就往驾车画面打转。
根本不能入眠~!

我不懂为什么会给自己那么大的压力。
我自己在想, 可能是我已经20岁了。
胆子越来越小, 做事情越来越拖。
导致到,我现在这种下场。

我等下八点的课。
死定~

我真的是时候去神庙找神明谈心了。
因为我的压力真的,这三个晚上想到画面脚都发冷,手也冒汗。
想到星期二不及格,有多么糟糕。
我的心快要停顿了。

我真的很害怕~! 我已经很努力催眠自己不要在去想了!
我只要求所有的关卡都可以过关,特别是在考车场内。

(哭) 老天爷拜托, 让我平安通过。
保佑保佑......

Thursday, November 12, 2009

I missed AIRASIA free seat



10/11/09
I log in to airasia.com as usual.
( It become my habit)
I saw that something will be happen in website.
before 12am, my housemate told me 11/11/09 start on promotion.
FREE SEAT~!! 0.00MYR, that I long time didn't see in airasia.
EXCITED!! ....11.59pm.... omg, damn slow n lag.

11/11/09
12am sharp, I click to go MACAU on 11/5/2010-18/5/2010
0.00MYR... YES~! I was happy that time...
Total conclude all fees, return MACAU ticket only RM123~!!!!
Normally it would cost around RM400.
It's cheaper~!!
I called sau yiew to help me booking. But at that time I still waiting for confirmation from others.
AT night, sau yiew help me book, but... all the free sear were sold out!!
I damn damn damn regret why dont book it early...

12/11/09
This morning I keep scolding those pandai pandai buy alot airticket people.
After class, one of my classmate sombong me he booked MACAU ticket on MAY 2010.
He just booked at midnight~~~!!!!
Why he can I cant!!!

I already imagine how I need to play when travel HK n MACAU.
HOPELESS, free seat all gone~!!
No more~! No more~!

..... I thought it can be my 21st memorable trip......

=(

HONG KONG, MACAU, SHENZHEN, ZHUHAI..
wait for me...

Monday, November 2, 2009

等待




我等待许多东西的到来。

*我等待assignment(这个我等到了)
*我等待mid term test (不打紧,这个从下星期开始,连续三个星期都有)
*我等待presentation (准备给老处女问到傻去)
*我等待学车 (pk uncle 到现在还未帮我安排时间)
*我等待我朋友的生日庆生(到现在都没有消息呢,不知道是不是取消了)
*我等待我的生日 (请大家在11月最后一天祝我生日快乐)
*我等待大考 (老娘这次会拼命在这学期,跟它死过)
*我等待假期 (我要赚钱)

以上都是有计划性的等待。而以下的......

#我等待advanced diploma 毕业的那一天 (虽然毕业等于失业)
#我等待亲戚帮助我到英国留学 (这个有99.99% 是没有可能给我等到)
#我等待神山爬山,曼谷瞎拼,香港看明星 (不知要花上多少钱咯)
#我等待一份好工作(虽然我知道我没有福气享受好工作)
#我等待变富婆 (梦想家园, 在寻觅当中。 要寻个好几十年啊)
#我等待变漂亮 (做女生不等这个好像不是女生吧)
#我等待................... 幸福的爱...................... ( 睡觉就等到啦,我懂)

原来我的人生就是等。
不过我比“三等人” 还要好一些。
我这里都有十五的等咯~!

@ 我的无聊文章,但这里的“等”真的是我要等的 @

你们, 有多少的等呢?

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

人不轻狂妄少年

前两天,韩版F4成员之一来马宣传 化妆品代言。
ETTUDE HOUSE, 一个新进的美容品牌。
知道他是谁吗?
李敏浩。


他真的是一个帅到不得了的明星。
只可惜他不是我那颗糖。
重点不是这个,而是我家的女人。

有三个女人与我同房。
是超哈韩的女人。 哈到我要五体投地!

她们,为了他。
在二十五号的早上,去等一个六点才会到达的明星。(疯1)
当他出现了,就被人挤成沙丁鱼也甘愿。
也因为他,竟然不顾形象在大厅观众破口大骂,还爆粗!

就好了,我以为他们看到了。就满意了。
谁知道....

她们得知他在今天晚上十一点搭晚班机会韩国。
竟然,追星追到机场!!! (疯2)
还好老天爷爷很疼我们大家,让她们如愿以偿了。

...............................................................................

我输给她们。
不是因为我看不到大明星。
而是,我不再是疯得起的一个人。
以前我敢怒敢言,疯疯癫癫。 (所以得罪不少人)
现在我.... 无言。
就是变了咯!

变得不会把真心话给说出来。
变得不会把意见给提出口。
变得反驳能力越来越退步。

逐渐地,变成一位弱者。

介于种种因素,
我只能说我不可能在回到我的疯癫日子。
如果能够偶尔来一下,就像我家的女人。
也是不错的。

朋友们啊,趁年轻能多疯就疯吧!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Vincent's Birthday Dinner Time




Wuhuuu... This is the picture i most like~!! nice and then like going out travel took travel picture.

long time didnt gathered.Yesterday we keep on talk talk talk...
even the waiter repeat order we just ignored. HahA.!!

Before the dinner start. Evelyn, Yimi, Evon, and me... smth tat happen make us... haiz, its over. no more next time. =p

Wish vincent happy birthday and can earn alot lot money in future~!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Everything ACTION!!

16/10- result release day.
* That I attended the lecture. Feel maybe my last lecture to my life.
After the lecture class, I ran to library and find a pc to check my result.
9.30am, still pending. =.="
keep on refresh, F5F5F5F5F5F5F5....
suddenly, YIH!! What de....
@ MIS- B+
@ ISCM D
@ ENG B+
@ JAP B

My ISCM subject get D, others for me is NOT BAD.
Why this happen??!! i thought i will fail all!!
After that, went to PS room. wah, so many ppl there. PS consultation.HAHA!!
What comment the PS gave me is, don't put so much EMOTION.
=.="

19/10- My 1st notebook.
* since i already decided to stay, mean continue study.
next step going to do is go low yat buy laptop.
before that, i ask my coursemate help me survey something about notebook.
19th that day, 1 hour survey. 15minutes decide to buy - Samsung, R420
Do you know how much the price?
RM2040.. 4GB RAM,250 HDD, Core2Duo T660 2.2GHZ, Intel Graphic.
5 free gift, and a backpack bag.
HAPPY!! ^^Y

Now, what i doing?
HAHA, PPS, KUwo,download,Youtube..
sitting till my pat pat pain...

Now, waiting for assignment coming.
Because I dont know what do i do....

Yaa, everything ACTION!! ACTION!!

I dono am i right in this time or not.
just go ahead.
DO 1st, Before i regret.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Third and The Last Trip for 2009 (maybe)



I was back from Cameron Highland. Finally, I had completed this trip that planning long long time ago.

More on facebook. I know nobody will view it. But I enjoy to write down here.

I wish to get there again, if still have a chance. But, NO more BUS!! Prefer to drive from simpang pulai there. Can have a IPOH trip also~!

That's I worrying. When I should Travel OVERSEA??

I never step in to Singapore and Thailand even though those are near by.
NO choice, who call me always no enough money!

NO BF, sure need to spend everything by myself.
So, EARN and SAVE is important to me. earn more buy less. Very hard, because I start addicting in SHOPPING!!
I wish, I get back soon....

Saturday, October 3, 2009

应该会十分忙碌的十月


踏入十月,就要面对重大考验咯!
昨晚终于知道,十月十六号将会是我的死期。
是去或留,就得看十六号。正好,第二天就是假期~!

留的话,就会准备:
- 去考车牌
- 预备所有课本,作业,功课
- 搜罗笔记型电脑(没有它根本就是死路一条)
- 兼职打工
- etc

去的话,将会:
- 去考车牌 (因为今天不知发什么神经就直接安排了听课)
- 准备resume
- 准备interview 的一切
- 申请ATM 卡 (我知道我很落伍,现在才来申请)
- 安排还贷
- etc

显然的,去比留还要多东西做。

可是,一切听天由命。

现在,成绩其实已经出炉。
只是TARC效率不会让我早死早超生。
要慢慢地折磨我才心甘情愿。

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

1AIN timetable out.

Finally timetable out..
but that is not I waiting, I need to know when is the exam result out.

I prefer to die as early as I can...

Friday, September 25, 2009

MeiMeiCc Incident 2009


Suddenly got mood to edit picture and post to here. Memory... Ing....
Langkawi Trip
Genting EMO Jalan-Jalan




Yaki-Yaki restaurant Gathering




LengCHAI~~~~~~~




After Langkawi, straight away PeNANG^^

Genting EnjoyED AIR-CON


OO nite - Wear leng Leng to KEPO

Convacation Season for TARC
THE END. THANK YOU.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

自律

before i back to kepong, my classmate's friend, call MJ.
she know a little bit about "life number" and tarot.
since i really kepo about that.
so i request to help me "count count".

Frm the "life number".....
briefing, I'm not very success in my career but atleast have productive.
(means i wont be RICH)
she said frm the "life number" I am a girl that really stubborn. ( YA,It's true!!)
and.... foxiness...... LaLaLaLaLaLa.........

At that night she didn't bring her tarot, just bring the "angel card"
Firstly, I asked: " Should I withdraw this course? Advanced Diploma in International Business."
What answer I get was, Discipline

What discipline?
How discipline?

Honestly, since from i know what is life. I already not discipline at all.
But... But....

Now is talk about future and career, it's time to be discipline a bit?
but how to implement this "discipline"?

BLA,BLA,BLA...

Wait for the SHIT result come out first.

1. Will continue study, mean I pass all papers and still wan enjoy college life.
2. WITHDRAW, mean I have to prepare all the stuff to join the " social U".

Who's fate are same with me?

I think no people will answer me........ (~.~)

Friday, September 18, 2009

没有未来的我啊!!!

考完超级无聊王八蛋的试!!!

我,选择ADVANCED。
真的辛苦自己的....

以前我是快乐的。
现在我是痛苦的。

好不容易所有assignment 过去。
结果迎接exam来临。

也算,有试就考。
结果,唉~~~

我的运气,很不好。
aim什么就不出。
没有aim,出到完!!!

所以,这次一定,所有都不及格。
能怎样??
找工咯!!!
找什么工,不懂不懂我不懂!!

就是知道我从以前目标多多到现在什么鬼烂目标都没有!!
我没用!!
没未来!!

讨厌自己!!!!!!

Thursday, April 23, 2009

我想哭了。

明天的最后一场考试,我不知道我自己会不会哭了起来。
为何会是今年来的大变动?
而不是去年?
而且这次的变动,几乎是完完全全转换。

明天我很想抱抱他们。
我会记得他们。 不过对我好的,还是不好的。

一路顺风,是我想对我的同学说的。
继续为自己的梦想打拼。

而我就继续为钱而打拼。

再见了,我的朋友。

Sunday, March 1, 2009

STUpiaK

why nobody know what i think about?
i know!!
i'm not a mail role person!!!

but i ready try my best to get everybody comfort...
i still not being concern!!!

ya i like personal work
but if a thing that everyone involve then please be cooperation!!!
like just play the computer game and scream here scream there!!!

please dont think you are the only one of the incharge in a situation can argue everything!!!
if you keep on like this i sure that you will not be success!!

what to do???
scold them???

what de!!!!!!

Sunday, February 22, 2009

梁文音真的好亲切~!

2009年2月22日。
算是我新的一年,新的星运。
梁文音是我2009年第一个见到的歌手。
而且她,也是我的最爱~~!!!



金河那场签唱会,我怎么能错过~?!
结果等了两个小时多........
终于终于,活动即将开始。

我首先感谢文康。
因为他见我站到脸色苍白(我本来就是没血气),才让我有上台的机会。
所以,等得久是有回报的。

我和另外两位文音的粉丝各别唱专辑里的歌。
我选唱“雪雨”。
直到文音的出现。我的妈呀!! 我真的疯了!!












唱完“薄荷与指甲剪”,就轮到我们三个小妹妹上台咯!!











紧张!! 可是后来梁文音的亲切。
真的让我轻松很多!!
而且文音给了我很大的鼓励!











虽然落败,可是得到梁文音的抱抱。
看我脸型完全走样就知道~
满足咯!! 起码我没有完全倒霉到没人注意....
感恩啊!!!

Saturday, February 14, 2009

做猪咯~!

我的假期都过了一个礼拜。
我到现在只找到一份工。
可是,是开学后才做的工。
我的新学期有来忙了。
不过还好只忙六和日。

还有两个礼拜,会是怎样过?
我很想出远门。
可是,远门都是要花钱的。
其实这个假期应该可以好好的出远门玩一下。
就是因为没钱。
被逼躲在家。
哪里都不能去!!

可以掉钱下来给我吗?
我要马币~!
突发奇想如果现在可以到槟城哪有多好~!
唉~那是没可能的啦~!
除非真的掉钱下来给我啦!

所以,在家做猪咯!!!

Monday, January 26, 2009

未来我的路

还有四个月就毕业咯~!
=.="
其实也不值得高兴到哪儿去。
找不找到工还是一个大问题。
就连最后的学校假期,要打什么工。
都还在考量....(拜托~!我很懒惰打工啊~!)

假期工还在pending。
我就在决定毕业路了。
嘻嘻...虽然百分之九不会如愿以偿,可是有个想也好。

OPTION 1: 继续读书,继续做蛀米大虫~!继续享受自由!代价就是必须考3.0以上
OPTION 2: 反正毕业之时刚好就是新秀大赛之日,来个尝试吧!说不定就这样当了歌手~!
这个的难度高达百分之百!!
OPTION 3: 嘛不就是打工咯~做个劳碌人民咯。特别是在金融风暴找工做。难过登天....
OPTION 4: 什么都不做,什么都不读。在家,做懒人。等死。

那一个比较适合我呢?
我会不会是被人牵着鼻子走呢?

我,还在懊恼....唉~